Rodadewa bLoG

The Nameless One
Great Divine Universe
The Creator of all creator
The Creator of all creation

I am one of the small dust
Of many dust among the stars
I am only one of many
many of doing the same one thing

I am not a holy man
But I love You
I am not a saint
But I love You

I think of You as my King
I think of You as my Queen
I think of You as my Father
I think of You as my Mother

You can hear my voice
You can hear my heart
You can hear my mind
You can hear my soul

You know everything about me
You know everything about everyone
You know everything about anything
You know everything better than all things

But still I pray to You
To speak like a son and his father
But still I pray to You
To speak like a daughter and her mother

To the Nameless One
Great Divine Universe
May I walk this path
That I have choosen

Help me to understand
Help me to walk the path
Where many forbids me
But The One does not

May the bright star guide my path
To be my light, to be my torch
To live the life You have given me
To cherish and live as best as I can

And one day I will say to my children
To stand up on their own
As when they get older and mature
I will not be on the ground but the stars

And so when my purpose as a human ends
I can be one of the bright star
Guiding other travelers
Who are willing to be guided

*This is just a song I listened when I decided to put the poetry on my blog by Dennis McCarthy - OST ST-Generations

The Ghost Whisperer TV series, is what I think to be the most 'near' accurate description of the spirit world. Of course if you wonder how I got that conclusion, or do I have proof that a man can actually sees ghosts.. well I can't, in fact no one can. Spiritual world is a difficult things to explain with a physical mind. If a man or a woman comes to you and say that she or he can see ghosts, our conclusion would be to state to our self that the man or woman is somehow delusional or mentally disturbed. Are they?

In that movie, we can know what the difference between a human and a ghost. Allow me to re-phrase, human and spirit, spirit is a ghost and a ghost is a spirit just linguistic matters. The spirit is a soul, an entity which has no time and space limit when they are on their own. All humans have soul but not all spirit have the luxury of a human flesh. From The Matrix philosophical point of view, when a human is born thats when The Matrix is plugged in. And when that human dies, thats when 'They' unplug the cord from the back of your neck. And what are the ghosts? are they some sort of an error in the Matrix's programming? No.. not errors,.. fact.

When you meditate, you shut your eyes and ears, and not a word coming from your mouth. See nothing, hear nothing , say nothing. Note that the universe was made of 'nothing'. Every single thing in this universe comes from 'nothing'. Here is a simple way to describe:

Before cellular phone, we used ordinary home phone, before we used a phone, we used telegrams, before that we have to go to our neighbors and talk to them, before that we do ... nothing. So we evolved from.. nothing, our ideas an inventions comes from 'nothing'. And yet this 'nothing' gives you the intuition the cause to be not 'nothing' to be 'something'.

When you are something, you have things to think about and do, problems exists, cause and effect. When you are 'nothing' there is simply nothing of anything. Meditation is like that, you being nothing. And something will always comes out from nothing. So if you shut your eye, ears and mouth in the meditation, something will emerged not from those area.

Your soul will become active, "the cord is temporarily unplug". You will hear what your soul can hear, you will see what your soul can see, and the language of the soul is faster than the mind.

The first idea or goal in a meditation, is to know your soul, to know who you are inside out. In the process your soul will try to send 'messages' to the brain about what the soul feels. Occasionally.. when you are meditating, souls who has no human body may detect your active soul, but they wont do anything to harm you. They just know and do nothing about it. So in short words, don't try to fix the dead's problem as you have your own problems in life. If they do appear in your meditation, let them be, don't be afraid but also don't pursue them. Just remember them, remember what they say or how the act and how they appear as this can be very useful 'after' the meditation is done.

But if on your meditation you see nothing, no ghosts, no nothing, no images.. don't worry.. because that is not the main purpose of meditation. Peace and tranquility, and to get to know your soul and make your soul active, these are the ones that can help you get through everyday problems.

I meditate, but I am not a master, i'm just a man, and I like to share what I know and learned to the readers

Apparently I will have to continue the post on part 3 as there is a lot of explaining.

With a voice full of uncertainty, Neo asks, "The Matrix?"

"Do you want to know what it is?" Morpheus inquires very deliberately.

At a nod from Neo, Morpheus continues, "The matrix is everywhere. It is all around us. Even now, in this very room. You can see it when you look out your window or when you turn on your television. You can feel it when you go to work, when you go to church, when you pay your taxes. It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth."

"What truth?" asks Neo.

"That you are a slave, Neo. Like everyone else you were born into bondage, born into a prison that you cannot smell or taste or touch. A prison for your mind.

"Unfortunately, no one can be told what the Matrix is. You have to see it for yourself.

"This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back.

"You take the blue pill. The story ends. You wake up in your bed and believe…whatever you want to believe.

"You take the red pill. You stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

"Remember. All I'm offering is the truth. Nothing more."

There are a lot of philosophical aspects in this movie which I find very interesting. Not by it's "movie magic" or "actions", just simply, philosophical as The Matrix it self represents our 'mother nature' with its many laws

Here is an example of what happens in our life:

A nice girl with long hair, nice pair of legs and 'boobs' (pardon me girls) would always be called 'sexy and beautiful'. Well that is at least what Hollywood which reflected today's culture, has been brain washing our minds. From more than a 30 years, televisions, magazines shows what "the ideal" is about women.

A quote from Mr. Leonard Nimoy (Spock, Star Trek TOS)from Hossli.com interview :

To a certain extent, Hollywood is to blame. But Hollywood reflects what’s happening in the culture. The culture says a certain kind of woman is beautiful, so Hollywood hires that kind of woman and puts her in movies. Hollywood doesn’t lead. Hollywood follows.

This culture which imprisoned the mind made many women and girls to take a diet and pills following advertisings about the "perfect body" but only a few really succeed and many become ill due the the strong diet and powerful medication they take. So here we can say, that these womens are a slave of their own mind created by culture which is also created by humans.

So what is "beautiful"? is it something you see with your naked eye or is it something you feel inside your self? As this is only 1 topic of many in life as we know it Who knows? Religions? Politics? Economy and businesses? Our entire life? What happened to us humans? why do we keep on fighting over a religious act or believes and skin color? Is there an error in our program? Or that's just what humans is?

Another philosophical aspect :

The most philosophical aspect that I loved the most about the Matrix is an interpretation of a Japanese poet:

"I am dreaming of a butterfly
or is it the butterfly who is dreaming about me"

How can you be sure 100% that in this moment, reading my post here, are you now awake or are you asleep. Is your life just a dream? and when you died, the dream is over then you are awake? people who meditate a lot, can answer these questions fast and accurate.

Well if you happen to see this movie again don't watch it for just the fun of it, learn about it, open your mind to an endless possibilities, let your mind and your soul wonder and be creative of what's going on in our world today and maybe.. just maybe you can do something about it

As Morpheous would say "I can only show you the door. You’re the one that has to walk through it."

There are a lot more philosophy in this movie which I don't think I can write them all here, as some of it maybe unacceptable for some people

From various of readings and information I have found on the internet, I made up a little short story. This is just a story of “what if”. Bare in mind that this is just a story, for those who might consider this as a threat of their religius believes, don’t read. For people who have an open mind I hope this story can be enjoyed.

©2007-2008 image illustrated by turborider

Somewhere in time
Long before the age of man
Long before the age of the giants
Long before the time line was created

There was no space
There was no time
There was nothing
Except for The One

The One is the the beginning
The One felt alone in the dark empty space
The One created life
The One was proud

From one life
To another life
And so on
Eventually the life was many

Somewhere in time
Long before the age of terra
Long before the age of the fallen angel
Long before the great war of the gods

One of the many
Called them selves
The Ancients
Wanted to be like The One

But they were destructive
But they were ruthless
They suppress The Others
They manipulate The Others

©2007-2008 Image Illustrated by Aikurisu

The Ancients
Wanted to be like The One
They created life
And they were proud

They created a life
With an image of The One
As a simple cause
I can create anything including The One

How unfortunate
They are not The One
Their creation was a life
That has no life

How unfortunate
They looked similar to The One
But their creation was a failure
It has no life and no knowledge

When they were thinking
Of how to complete their creation
A great war came upon them
Their creation was abandoned

The One’s creation were at war
With each other
The One was sad
This is the war of the gods

The Other did not approve
For The One’s creation to create life
To be another The One
This was the cause of the war

©2007-2008 Image Illustrated by Aikurisu

Somewhere in time
Long before the age of saints
Long before the age of the avatars
Long before the great merging

Eventually they were destroyed
Leaving behind an uncompleted legacy
Their creation were to be destroyed
But they were unable to destroy

The One stopped them
The creation of My creation
Is also My creation
And they have done nothing

And so The Legacy was kept
The One knows of one day
The Legacy will rise
And will amaze The Others

Somewhere in time
Long before the age of mortals
Long before the age of the spirits
Long after the great war of the gods

One of the many
Called them selves Spirit
Live for games
Live for fun

They evolved
They can become one
With something they are not
And they play

The One was fascinated
The One created a playground
And order one of the many
Called Gaia to maintain the playground

Creation - SciFi and Fantasy Art by Stefan Larsson

There were beauty
Of plants and beasts
The Spirit were happy
They all play

They merged
They become one
With the nature of Gaia
They all play

The One knew
Soon they will be bored
The One shows the Spirit
The Legacy

The Legacy is resurrected
Gaia was entrusted for their care
The Spirit wanted to play
The One created a rule of the game

Not all can play at once
Only one at the first
One of the Spirit
Become one with The Legacy

©2007-2008 Image Illustrated by white-angel-ariah

The First was created
This is a different game
Once the Spirit merged
They were locked within The Legacy

Two consciousness become one
Overriding each other
The Legacy is powerful
The Spirit must stay behind

The First was full of life
The First was full of soul
The First was full of attention
The Others was jealous

The First then become lonely
The First is the only one
The One created The Second
To be the first friend

The One modified The Legacy
Created genders
To regenerate
More of The Legacy

Somewhere in time
Long before the age of ice
Long before the age of the fertility
Not long after creation of The First

The Others has fear
The Others has jealousy
They fear the new race
Will be as destructive as their maker

The Other created a plot
To rid and destroy the new race
And made them in error
In hopes to be destroyed

The One knows this
The One still does not destroy
The error is the nature of the new race
As it is a part of its existence

The One entrusted Gaia
To care and to nurture the new race
In the playground
They play

©2007-2008 Image Illustrated by maginedmoments

The other Spirits must wait in turn
Of their time to play as the new race
The two becomes the four
And the four becomes the many

The rule was not all can play
They have to wait in turn
One can play when a Legacy is born
One stop to play when a Legacy dies

The new race it self evolved
From time to time
They become stronger
They become a full new community

In certain times
The One send the new race
A Guide either as one of them
Prophets, saints, and gods

The Others were not happy
The Others still has fear
The Others still has jealousy
The Others will wait for an opportunity

The Others whispered to the new race
Enforce their flaws and suppress their virtue
The passion of the flesh
Outwit the passion of the soul

Quest of Darkness - SciFi and Fantasy Art by Richard Yang

To make difference of believes
To make difference of faiths
To make difference of skin color
To make them fight over each other

Your God is not my God
Your Faith is not my Faith
Your people is not my people
Your color is not my color

The Other whispered to the new race
About their invention called currency
About manipulating each other
To gain the so called successful life

The Other whispered to the new race
She is not your woman
She is my woman
And I will fight for her

And so if The One does not destroy them
Let them destroy them selves
Have a good game of self destruction
Your race is no better than The Ancients

Gaia knew of this plan
He asked help to The One
The One cannot help
The one that can help is them selves

It is up to them
To listen to their Legacy
Or to listen to their spirit
Who live inside their heart

©2007-2008 Image Illustrated by lOst-ParadigmS

It is said in many beliefs and religions in many civilizations that nature is one of the greatest creations of God. Its power can be calming and yet also devastating. Nature is as it is, it will tell no lies, only purity. It will care for those who care for it and it will destroy those who are destroying it. It can be a friend or foe, and sometimes, nature shows its force without any understandable reason.
Ever since the dawn of time, humans have tried many ways to understand nature and it's relationship to human daily life. Humans have tried to develop many ways to understand nature. Tarot card was one of the most successful ones. It is unknown of when the Tarot Cards were invented. However in the era of the great Roman Empire , these cards were recorded in history as one of the cards that was used for playing card games. Obviously, the unknown inventor did not draw pictures and numbers on the cards for no apparent reason and how the inventor got the idea for it, remains a mystery.

According to the ancient Romans, a Tarot card reading is what nature sees or saw in us all the time. Nature has always been there since before we were born and will continue on to be there when we cease to exist. Nature would still be there after we are gone, unless it is the time for nature to end.

A person with good understanding of nature, utilize the Tarot cards to help others, in order to obtain certain information which they do not yet know, to better them self in life or to see what went wrong and even try to prevent a bad event from happening.

Each of the cards have a special picture, numbers and a specific subject which acts as a representation of the natural human characteristics.

The main purpose of Tarot reading was not to foretold or predicts the future. It was also not to justify or to condemn a person to a state of unchangeable events.

The main purpose was to be as a helping tool for counseling, a way to detect what was not right, to seek the error within one's self that has not been realized before. The readout of the cards will reveal choices that a person can take and will show some prediction of what is to come if a path is taken or not taken. In some wise words, a man who has a choice in their life is happier than a man who has no choice at all.

Common Questions

A question may emerge, what does nature have to do with Tarot readings?

As we know in basic common logic, when a Tarot deck is being shuffled, it will always have a random outcome (other cards, dice or similar tools will also generate a random outcome). But for someone that has an understanding of nature's logic, would know and understand that there is no such thing as random or a coincidence. In other words, something is there because it was meant to be there or something else must've caused that thing to be there and has its own function or purpose, either way none of them are random or a coincidence.

The people who are willing to understand nature or have an understanding of it will choose only to understand these events and accepting it without thinking too much or too deep about it, as for some who are trying to reveal or understand too much and too deep will result in confusion and a waste of valuable time as there are limitations human thinking capabilities. In some cultural wise words; with all the knowledge gained even to the time of our death, we would still feel that we haven’t accumulated enough to evidently know everything.

When a person is shuffling a deck of cards, the elements of nature are there with that person. The element of time, place and movement, the air which that person is breathing, the mind that fills them with either hope or curiosity or even an empty mind with a shouting or crying heart, as if in anyway possible, nature indeed bonds itself with the shuffler.

When the cards are spread, that is the result of the bonding. So in this case we know now that the more focus and concentrated the shuffler is, the more accurate the reading will be.

As for the reader of the cards that have been spread, he or she must understand perfectly the basic meaning of each of the card and then combine them with their heart and soul to reach and hear what nature wishes to say to the person in question (or person that is being read). To be able to do this accurately, one must have proper training in order to bond with nature at that given moment.

Some people are gifted with the ability to bond with nature while some are not, but it is still possible to learn if one’s will is strong.

By this time we know that, as long as the reader and the questioner involves nature in their act, it does not matter what kind of spread or Tarot version is being used, it will still generate a correct reading, as the correct answers will be revealed in the cards for the correct questions.

However, the questioner does not require an extensive understanding of nature since the questioner them self will act in a natural way of bonding with nature as described above.

An interesting question, what is the difference between a computer programmed Tarot and a real Tarot card deck with a real human reader?

First of all, a computer cannot replace a Tarot card reader in any way. A computer can help a Tarot reader, to ease and simplify things such as the requirement of opening the cards on a table. Importantly, the computer is to help new Tarot readers in learning. (With the help of computer program, an advanced Tarot reader can read their questioner in a chat session over the internet)

Second of all, let us not forget something very important. A real Tarot Deck is created by humans using all the necessary resources from nature itself. Computer Tarot software is also created by humans also using all the necessary resources from nature to create and to run it.(computer components are a product of nature in basically, so everything around you is built based on nature)

All things made by nature logically can and would always be accessed anytime and anywhere by nature’s power.

Another question may rise, why does the past have to be revealed in the cards?

Past events act as evidence to those who might have doubts about whether the reading is correct or false. The past can also describe the cause of any of the current matter that has already happened or what might happen. The card which shows the current state or the present of the questioner also can be a proof such as function also similar as the card that reveals the past. These cards also can act as a reminder of things that have been done intentionally or unintentionally, realized or not realized. Whatever the card shown is whatever nature sees within the questioner.

Now if someone asks, can I do it over and over again? Or, why is the second or third reading is somewhat irrelevant?

Yes, logically we can do things over and over again, but then again the result will not be the same as the first one. In many believefs and religions in many civilizations, we also know that the first time of every single thing is the original, the one, the unrepeatable (example; the 1st man on the moon, the 1st man who circle the earth and so on) and the first is always the winner not second, not third. Other than the reference to mathematical law, as for the cause of it, it is still a mystery of life. Then again, a life without a mystery is not a life at all, is it not?

Another question that most likely comes is, how do we know if that is the correct reading? How do we know the readout was not something made up in order to get us to do something that we will regret later? Such as fraud, to make us buy one of their items or in this case, this software?

This again has something to do with nature and feel. Feelings and instinct are important for both the reader and questioner. Feelings or instinct are the natural survival methods of a person which relates to the human heart and soul in, acting as natural tools for detecting a lie or a truth. In a natural ways, if the person forgets or misses something, the heart and soul will instantly remind the person if the cards are showing the truth and the person himself will feel it, even when forgotten. But if there is no reminder or recollection whatsoever, then it must be a false reading. Basically the questioner must admit if the readout is true.

The reader also must be aware that some person will hide some truth and would say that the reading is false in order to protect a private secret.

A true reading does not tell or lead anyone to buy anything. Tarot reading is about looking at the aspects in life and their choices.

As for this software, there is no force or obligations to act on what is been written here, for instance, any suggestion for you to buy this software as there are many other softwares that maybe better than this one accordingly to your own choices. You also have the choice of buying a real Tarot card deck. Life is about making choices as you see fit.

The whole idea is not about Tarot Cards. These cards are only one of the many method invented by man to seek the unknown within our self using the great nature’s forces.

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